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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005

Subject:Here it comes
Time:4:44 pm.
Here it comes
The happyness moment of my life
Here it comes
The sadness that i dont want to hear
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005

Subject:i do
Time:6:56 pm.
i love you before
i love you now
i love you then
i love you after
i love you so much
i'm so in love with you
good GOD i wish i have you
Now and Forever will be
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005

Subject:so far away
Time:12:56 am.
Are you my flesh and blood
are you?
i love you.......
i do

Are you my flesh and blood
i hope not
but it is true
but i love you
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005

Subject:To the Dearest
Time:12:58 pm.
Take me with you
to feel your world in present
with no lies
no words that no one couldn't understand

feel love, taste love
i'm so jealous
in that age
you feel so many love

but i feel save beside you
when i sleep next to you
you gave me the warm and that feeling that i can't describe
i can't paint, i can't put into words,cos you spread the love

you gave me nothing, but i feel everything
but i can feel so secure next to you
i love you
i always want to be next to you

grow up my fake son
grow up my fake daughter
i love you
i adore you
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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005

Subject:wishing yesterday becomes forever.......
Time:2:40 am.
i must be crazy
i have to called my self insane
i love you only from your eyes
your smile, your words

i must be lonely
3 a.m thinking about you
i wish i could have you
you make me crazy

even we've just met
even we've just known for 24 hours
i alredy love you
i wish i could be your butterflies

white butterflies with a golden wings
but i wish i can be your flowers
no thorn.......just stay beautiful
because butterflies can fly away

but can i be your flowers
or even your butterflies
i wish i wish i wish
and the mission will be complete....the search for forever has been fullfilled...
still wishing.with you
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Friday, March 18th, 2005

Subject:you were here
Time:12:57 pm.
you were here
next to me
but i can't reach you

you were there
far away
and i can touch you

did i love you from distance
from far
wish you were here
touch my soul and make it warm
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Monday, March 14th, 2005

Subject:it seems.........empty
Time:8:36 pm.
yes, it sounds funny to me...before
yes, i do miss you, now
your voice
your invisible features

yes i do miss you
your laugh
your temptating words
yes, i do miss the conflict

let's forget everything
you're gone
and i miss you
let's start all over again
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Subject:and i've said....
Time:3:27 pm.
read everything
read a lot of things
hurt...it hurts
alot

time to kill my self
time to kill my love
time to kill you
time to kill me

i can't
i can't
i'm to weak
i'm to weak

to much in love
to much in love
waste me
put me in the closet

let me smells bad
let me die
let me love you still
i know you didnt notice

and i've said...that
and i've seen...that
and i've taste...that
hurts...hurts...

from you
from them
to me
but i love you
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Saturday, March 12th, 2005

Subject:walk through my fake son
Time:10:45 pm.
i could have you
if i let you
i becomes your perfect enemy
so pervert without dissapoint my self

i better of this way
i'm to scared
to face the love
from you

but i love you already
i do
i do
if i had the 2nd chance

i miss you
i love you
i need you
i do
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Subject:find my self
Time:10:45 pm.
i could scream in agony
with those despration
for me
to feel love from you

i have to go back
to my crime scene
where's my heart
have you seen it

only rage
only being left behind
with false alarm
i never thought i let my self this far

loving you
hating you
missing you
i never tought i let my self this far
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Subject:define me
Time:12:05 pm.
as if i'm gone
as my blood resist
to my undenial poetry

as my flesh
becomes my own desire
to kill, heal, and feel

like the sun
lick my heart
as the moon
never appears

through these dificulties
contains....my own orgasm
to your sensitive programs
of those indiferences
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Friday, March 11th, 2005

Subject:when..........
Time:1:54 pm.
when you say you love him
it brakes my heart away
when you tell those love story
it brakes my heart away

you never notice
that i love you
you never notice
how much i care

when i saw you
talk with you
hold hands...
i'm so quiet........

don't want you to know
don't want to feel a thing
just feel love...inside
without everyone notice
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005

Subject:nothin
Time:10:19 pm.
nothin' to say here
nothin' to hear
nothin' to feel
nothin' to talk
nothin' to love
nothin'
just nothin'
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005

Subject:i just.....
Time:11:20 pm.
off course you didm't notice
you didn't saw my tears
have you felt my tears
have you felt my fears

off course you didn't notice
you didn't felt my love to you
have you felt my heart?
have you felt me?

would you like to take my breath away
to come to your life
fullfill your heart with love
you didn't notice, and you don't want to

and if i die, and i want you to know
that i love you
with all the transformation tht you want
i just want you to know

your wishes is my command
and my wishes is so simple
love me with all your heart
before we both die, than becomes none

i just want you to know
i love you
love me now
move me then
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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005

Subject:and then i call my self....dead
Time:12:18 am.
and when i die
i know you are there
and when i die
i know you are here

and when my heart dies
you were there to fill
and when my heart dies
you were here...ill

you were here
in my mind
you were there
in my head

i'm so in love with you
but you're dead'
i'm so missing you
but you said that i'm dead

it's true
my love never dies
i love you till death
so...and then i called my self...dead
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Friday, February 25th, 2005

Subject:these
Time:9:28 pm.
these constant tears are fade away
constantly gone
fade away
dissapear

but these constant heart
are constantly missing you
i miss you
i miss you
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Thursday, February 24th, 2005

Subject:ssshhhhh
Time:12:14 pm.
sssshhhhh
be quiet please
i want you to be quiet
let me taste you

let me smell you
let me touch you hair
let me release my fears
let me release my love

my heart, my soul to you
i'm death defying in love with you
let my self be beautiful
with no jewelry

sssshhhhhhhhh
be quiet please
i want you to be quiet
while i hold you tight
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005

Subject:take me there
Time:1:31 am.
would you like to hold my hand?
love me now....
would you like to kiss my lips?
love me now....

did you see me?
did you see me?

would you like to taste my tears?
love me then....
would you like to taste my fears?
love me then....

did you see me?
did you see me?

Take me there to feel you
Take me there to love you
Would you like to take me with you
would you like to take my love with you
always

i don't care...wahat people says
I just want you....i love you
Take me there to live with you
cos' you're not here
and i miss you
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Sunday, February 20th, 2005

Subject:sebuah inner beauty yang semu
Time:12:37 pm.
ini adalah sebuah ke egoisan murni
dari mu juga adari ku
kau tak pernah merasakan keinginanku
aku juga tak pernah merasakan ketakutan mu\

aku dan kamu sangat egois
dengan inner beauty yang telah dilakukan
tapi tak pernah merealisasikannya
dengan segala alasan alasan tanpa batas

bahasa yang digunakan
sungguh menyayat hati
tapi tak mendalami artinya
karena untuk ku kamu imajinasi
dan untuk mu aku imajinasi

ada, tapi semu
ada, tapi tak terlihat
menyiksa segala
bukankah?

tapi kau tak perduli seberapa besar siksaan ini padaku
aku juga tak perduli seberapa besar ketakutan mu
kata kata hiasan yang terasa benar
padahal kata kata itu juga semu

kamu terus memintaku untuk menyiksa hatiku
aku terus memaksamu untuk membuatmu takut
tidak benar ini
tapi aku dan kamu menikmati ini

secuah arogansi yang tamoak indah
sebuah inner beauty yang semu
luar biasa hal ini
aku dan kamu sama sama berimajinasi

tak ada sebuah kompetisi
tak ada sebuah arti
hanya inner beauty dan arogansi
yang sangat tampak tapi tak pasti
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Subject:Aku Lelah
Time:12:24 pm.
Lelah aku
Tak ada keinginan
Aku merasa dipermainkan
Aku merasa tak di hormati

Oleh sesuatu yang kunamakan Imajinasi
Semu, sangat Semu
Dengan berbagai alasan yang tak jelas
Bangsat, Anjing, marah pada aku sekarang aku ini

Tapi aku tak bisa berbuat apa apa
Aku terlalu lemah
Aku terlalu butuh
Dan ia memanfaatkan itu

Dengan segala kemurahan hati yang semu
Dengan segala omong kosong
yang terkesan tidak fiktif
Bangsat kalau begini

Luluh lah si sang perkasa
oleh Imajinasi ku sendiri
Luluhlah si aku
Pada imajinasi ku sendiri

Bangsat kalau begini
Anjing kalau begini
Aku akan pulang ke hatiku lagi
membereskan hal ini, Sendiri

dengan sedikit imajinasi
dengan sedikit pikiran logis
dengan banyak cinta
yang membuat aku terlunta lunta sendiri
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